At first I was not sure what I was going to talk about for my first blog, but after I looked through several different blogs that are one this site alone I came across something that is really upsetting to me. If you are not familiar with the way that you search different blogs on this website--which I assume you are since you are reading mine--you click on the "next blog" button that is at the top of the screen.
Anyway, as I was sifting through different blogs and reading bits and pieces from post before moving to the next and I started to run into a problem that bothers me a lot. I came across a blog for some sort of European porn star that enjoys being spanked. It appeared that she also did other things and blogging was one of her hobbies. My first though was that she actually did like to blog and she just blogged about her "spanking" stories at times. I just brushed it off and moved on to the next blog. The next blog appeared to be another "spanking" porn add!!! So I clicked next again and this time I got some man submitting to his wife BS that appeared to involve spanking as well!!!! Soon it became clear to me that this was not some girl who just happened to blog about being spanked. I realized that this was some ADD that some website created to look like this girls blog. So when a guy like me is looking though blogs he comes across it and just happens to investigate a little to much, and then, before he knows it, he is looking through a website full of half naked women being spanked. To make things worse after seeing about 5 different porn adds they would not go away. Every time that I clicked next blog I just kept getting a cycle of the same 4 pages in different orders. I was like I couldn't escape the porn!
After all this I was upset. Even when I am try to innocently mossy around the internet through different peoples' blogs the internet still finds a way to shove PORN in my face. This actually leads right into a good way for me to introduce myself.
I am currently a student at Huntington University pursuing a degree in Bible & Religion (...as we call... it is basically a Biblical Studies degree). My plan is to equip myself to be the best pastor that I can be. To achieve this I have started to surround myself with uplifting people, I have found an awesome woman that will support me every step of the way, and, most importantly, I have started to clean up my life. I will be the first to admit I struggle with looking at pornography from time to time. I do not want to get into any details, but pron is not my biggest struggle, however, it definitely is a gate way into what I struggle with most.
The whole reason that I decided to start this blog was so that I could start to build a base of thoughts and ideas and allow other people to read them. Isn't that what pastors do anyway? Don't they read the Bible and form an idea of what they, with Gods guidance, think the scripture means? Then don't they try to present in to other people in a way that they can understand and benefit from? That is what I want to do with this blog. If you are interested then invite you to fallow me!!!
I don't know about you... but I am tired of all the crap this world feeds us, and I am tired of all the crap that Satan tries to slip into our minds! I was not looking for porn but it found me!!! Now I am stuck with the thought in my mind... I can choose to peruse it and essentially cheat on my girlfriend in my heart or... I can choose to finish this post and go to bed...
I am going to:
GO TO BED
If you choose to fallow my blog this is what your going to get. Me talking about my thoughts and being real with you. I have no idea what they will ever be. They could be: a thought about what I read that day, something that happened to me at work, thoughts about class, or any number of things. You never know what you will get from me... but the is one things that is for certain....
I WILL ALWAYS BE REAL WITH YOU!!!!!!
-laterDays
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